What's the Good In This?

Okay, so on our first day of in-service this year we watched a little movie made by a guy named Dewitt Jones. He was a photographer for National Geographic. The movie is super motivational and I haven't been able to get it out of my mind. (Thankfully). He uses his experience as a photographer to teach this simple yet powerful message...What good do you see in every situation? It's simple yes and very common sense, but how often do we go that route. I have more often than not been very easily pulled into the black hole of negativity and just kept myself sinking deeper and deeper into it by focusing on all the things that were wrong or bad. It takes one little shift in thinking to make a difference you'll notice the rest of your day.

I say all this to say that each day of this week I've had a bad start. Usually when my day starts bad it's a downhill spiral of which I can't get off. But this week, a small thought kept creeping into my conscience asking me to find the good in the situation...What's good about it? In wracking my brain to find the "good", it totally took my focus off the bad even if I couldn't find much good. It's been a good switch and has kept me from talking and harping about bad situations. There really is good in all things...even if the good is not immediate, it's there, under the rubble and beneath the smoke, there, waiting to be grasped if only we reach for it.

The Lighthouse and the Parent

Lighthouses stand guard all along jagged and malicious coastlines. Waves churn and beat time with the wind. All around the tower of light is danger. Sometimes the danger rolls in quietly with the fog, others it announces itself with fury, while still others it is just there, the nature of the landscape. It can not afford to not pay attention. It can not wait to provide its protection and it can not assume it is doing enough by just being there. It has to go ahead of the danger. It has to shine before the danger is too near. It has to be watchful, guarding, and persistent as it guides its ships to safety.

In the same way as a parent, I am a lighthouse...not to ships, but to my children. I too must be vigilant. I too must be watchful. I too must be looking ahead for harm. The world offers dangers more treacherous than any coastline. Satan doesn't always do his work with arrogance that spews, "In your face!" Sometimes he slips in softly to the simple and the mundane and the ordinary. And just when you forget to turn on the light of protection, the damage is done.

Thankfully if you are Christ's, it doesn't end there.

What a Wonderful Life

I am amazed by all the blessings God has given me. Amazed because of the goodness and because I'm so undeserving of it all.

The other day I was driving home from somewhere and as I looked out at the bright blue sky and the billowing white clouds, I was overcome with the greatness that is my life. I felt "joy unspeakable and full of glory" as the old hymn goes. I feel that a lot. And yet, I can look back over my life and count the many whom my husband, Chad and I have lost:

James Moore - my dad

Ricky Sewell - my stepbrother

Erna T Moore - my paternal grandmother

Jason Arrington - my brother-in-law, Chad's twin

Sam Daderio - his step-grandfather

Jim Justus - his uncle

Jewell Hallonquist - my maternal grandmother

Bill Arrington - his paternal grandfather

JD Hallongquist - my maternal grandfather

Tommy Currey - friend/Chad's cousin, brother of my best friend

Buck Ethington - his uncle

Joe Hollinquest - my favorite uncle (mom's side)

Sherry O'Donnell - my favorite and only aunt (dad's side)

Bobby Sewell - my stepdad.

Carline Currey - friend/Chad's aunt, mother of my best friend

My dad and stepbrother passed away before Chad and I were married, but the rest we've gone through together, side by side, and hand in hand. And I could write on and on about crazy circumstances that surrounded many of their passings...from pregnancies and our babies being born to anniversaries and losing grandparents within hours of each other. Each person on that list meant a lot to us in different ways and for different reasons and each made an impact on our lives.

They also represent times in our lives that have not been easy. Which is why I am not only amazed at my life but that I have been given the understanding to see through all the clouds to better days ahead. That I can be full of joy at all that I've been given - from my beautiful children to the bed I lay down in each night. That amazes me too. Where else does that come from but God?

I am because He is and I can because He does.

I don't know how people deal with death and hard times without Jesus. We all face troubles and there is no promise of relief. No promise of earthly protection against hard times. But praise God there is more and we can live with hope and we can die with hope. I am thankful for my life...good times and bad for they've made me who I am and will continue to shape me into who I will be.

Thank you Lord for those I've loved. I miss them!

Thank you Lord for those I love. I enjoy them!

Thank you Lord for those I will love. I look forward to them. Amen